This is just a quick update and plug entry.
I changed the layout somewhat for the I Respect My Host Clique.
I want to thank everyone for the nice comments about Sunday…I am still scared and depressed. I threw up today for the first time since I was 7 months pregnant. Oddly enough THAT is what made the baby move. So if I get paranoid, just hurl!
Here are a couple plugs, first, Lee got a wonderful new layout at her blog, and I want to thank Lili for the wonderful guestbook entry.
I want to wish everyone a happy New Year. At least for me, no matter what I will be put through in the next couple weeks, I will have my son here, and Matt turned into a pile of mushy fatherhood!
Well let me tell you all how my Sunday went.
Matt and I head to Giant Eagle, we are in the parking lot after getting gas, I get sick with a sudden headache. That could be a bad sign. So he says okey we are going to the hospital. We go. I pee in a cup, fun, get onto the monitors, the resident gives me an internal, I am a fingertip dialted. She goes “he is head down”. They bring in the ultrasound machine. My son is currently in a full breech position. So thus begins, is there REALLY only one in there? After 30 minutes, yes there IS only ONE in there and he is STILL a boy. I about start crying then and there. Breech almost ALWAYS means automatic c-section. So a few more internals, fun, get back on the monitor, about 2 hours later my nurse and the resident come RUNNING in. “ARE YOU HAVING CONTRACTIONS” mind you I am half asleep, “Ummm am I?” turns ou the monitors were picking up that I was contracting heavily, not like I would WANT to feel them heh. Sooo they suck my blood, and give me two bags of IV fluids, which brought the contractions to mini blips on the screen.
So that was 6 hours there. I cried so much when we got home. The nuse gave us c-section information and a postion to HOPEFULLY get the baby to turn, but considering I am now 38 weeks, it might be too far to do anything. I am very scared. Oh yeah, some idiot called around 11pm my time last night. You would think people would understand after the day I had I would not want phone calls also the fact I am 9 months pregnant I can’t even GET to the damn phone. That REALLY upset me. I needed my sleep SO bad.
Well that is it for now.
I am only awake because I had extremely painful heartburn wake me up. Sucks.
I want to thank everyone for their concern about earlier. I still have no clue what happened. Ali and Matt are convinced I could birth any second now heh. I am like “PLEASE let me have ONE appointment with the new OB first!” I know the baby is okay because I felt him move when I went to bed, I just, dunno, dislike the not knowing WHEN I will go into labor and how I will know, aside from my water breaking,it is “time” since well I was having pain today, ugh just, ugh. I also realized I forgot to mention that while at the bank today TWO of the bank people, who know I am pregnant, heck one of them remembers my due date! Anyways “Any day now huh!” I’m like haha well in like two week yep. So we go to the dollar store for the dishwashing liquid and the cashier ALL loud “ANY DAY NOW HUH” I was like no, I am due in two weeks and 2 days, “YEAH SO LIKE I SAID ANY DAY NOW” then goes on to say “It’s a BOY HUH” I’m like uh huh, “I CAN TELL BECAUSE YOU ARE CARRYING SOOOO HIGH” I was like yep, high, thats nice, bye now! Well, at least no one fondled the belly this time around!!
On a perky note, I added Clique images made by Crystal which I thought was very nice. One of her hostees had joined. Okey well going to upload those, and check some sites, and TRY to go back to sleep since Matt will be home in less than an hour. ANDDDDDDDDDD I wanted to say a happy belated birthday to Amiee.
Well, earlier this afternoon, we went to the grocery store, while in there I was having rather painful, um pains heh, directly in my cervix, I could hardly walk, I was like well doesn’t this suck especially cause my shoes kept getting untied, poor Matt kept having to tie the darn things. So we come home, after about 30-45min we go to take a nap, I doze off, sometime later, I wake up HOT, VERY sick to my stomach, having INTENSE back pain and INTENSE cramps, Matt freaks out, gets me a cold wet washcloth which cooled me down, had me get up an move to a chair to see if that would help, I was crying my back hurt so bad. Had NO clue what was going on. Matt calls Ali and she and Matt agree I go to the hospital. Well long story short, we didn’t have to go, about 30 min after all of the pain started, my stomach, back, abdomen, everything went back to normal. NO clue what happened. I can only hope it doesn’t happen again, especially if Matt is at work! Well that’s it for now, no one is online heh, and I really have nothing to do at the moment…so I shall babble more later!
Dude there are even MORE evil people out there! Matt called two different offices, the first BITCHED HIM OUT because we left evil ob! Saying how we were too young to know how wrong we were and how we are hurting our child etc, soooooooo he calls the second one and after a seemingly understanding receptionist, they call back “sorry she is too much of a risk with that blood pressure”. It’s like HELLO we didn’t want to CHANGE Ob’s again we just wanted to be SEEN today because of the swelling and what not going on. Geez. People assume so much. Not to mention once they heard my age (20 yrs old) all of a sudden their demenor changed. Geez. I mean I really, so far, LOVE the new OB’s office, I just don’t want to have to go to the hospital *as per first evil office suggestion* every week for a “visit”.
ANYWAYS, back to perkiness! ANOTHER member for the I Respect My Host clique! Makes me mucho perky.
Hahhaa I already want a new layout for the main part of the site! I just don’t know WHAT at the moment, ah well something will come to me.
Perky perky perky perky perky perky perky perky perky!!!!
I just got a phone call from the new OB office, they have to reschedule me. I literally cried after I hung up the phone, I have been having HUGE issues with swelling and high blood pressure, not to mention the baby HARDLY moves anymore. So I am scared, upset, etc. Matt is going to call for hopefully another OB, hopefully get me seen today.
Yay someone joined the I Respect My Host clique!
I know I am up early, nervous about today’s appointment with the new OB. I hope she’s nice!! We wrote a list of questions, Matt wrote 8, I wrote 2, so bringing that with us.
Before I forget here is a plug for Kim, for signing my guestbook! Thank you!
It’s pityful, even though I have a new layout up, I will probably mess around making more, who knows maybe I will make a better one! I’ve never been one for using just brushes in a layout, dunno why, I suppose I am a more straight forward image type of person.
Also gonna update a photo since well what I was wishing for obviously happened hahahaa. I need to take my shower soon, in about 30 min, since I want to get there early to fill out insurance forms and just be prepared. Ugh, just realized I will get an internal since I am almost 38 weeks. FUN! I hope I have some sort of cervical change!!! Send me labor vibes people!!!
OHHHH I am ALSO excited beyond belief because Ali promised she would send me all of my presents today, and Jessica is sending hers too!! How awesome is that!!
Okay, going to start burning a cd for the trip to the OB, and take my shower, and spend like 15 min trying to bend over and put my socks and shoes on…I can get them ON but I can’t take them OFF, how sad is that haahhahaa okey well give me love! *sprinkles perkiness all over while a certian someone stabs at my cervix*
I am perky, perky, perky! I feel like hmm perky heh, guess my little mood swing is over, well at least the stress part of it! Making tacos ahhahahahaha, although, sadly, we have no onion, I only like onion on homemade tacos not like Taco Bell tacos, although when I used to work there back in my youngin days, I would add onion…..drama story I agree!!
Oddly enough talked to Crystal last night, wasn’t bad or anything like that. Was amusing to talk about all the weird things that happen while owning a domain. Also in the convo, the idea of a “I respect my host” clique came up. Whatcha all think? I made some little buttons aready heh, entertaining indeed to make them.
We did laundry tonight yay! It was neat, there was a woman perhaps a few years older than me, with her 6wk old baby boy! Of course the convo turned to breastfeeding and she said she “had” to supplement with formula because “she didn’t make enough milk” I wanted SO badly to explain that simply isn’t true!!! Supply and Demand! The more he nurses the more milk her body creates! Anyways, it was nice talking to someone about babies especially since I am having a boy as well. I can’t belive I will have one pretty soon! Mind blowing!!
Okey since I do the taco seasoning better than Matt I should go do that now!
Ugh I feel like I have to clear things up about my hostee situation. After 4 emails spaced out over a week, with no reply not to mention my IM’s being ignored for the most part. Finally I get a response from my hostees….yep they responded after I finally moved them out! Maybe I should learn a lesson from Jennifer and perhaps for the majority, I should not host anyone under 16/17 yrs of age. Obviously the 12, 13, 14 year olds out there can’t really identify with a 20 year old very pregnant female.
Now to other things. It is COLD! Yet no snow! We are going to do laundry in an hour and a half or so, wash all the baby stuff we had bought since only have of they baby clothes are washed. I got a bit more sleep today heh, actually woke UP because I was feeling SO crampy, and when I went to bed until like 8am I was SO crampy and nauseated, drove me insane. I feel much better now though. Matt is going to make some Kraft mac n cheese, nummy, and then we are going to watch Birth Day, then…laundry heh. Well enough babble for now!
Taking the advice of many people including Jen, I have emailed my hostees including their zip file of all their files, and deleted them. I am 9 months pregnant, I can not keep letting hostees stress me out if they can’t be responsible then they should not be hosted here.
Gonna go eat some frozen pizza! I feel like a weight has been lifted off of me now. Okey gonna eat, come back online, be perky and ummm bouncy hehehe!