Whew

You can see tonight’s dinner by visiting Imagination!

Crys and I are thrilled with the response the Pagan@OSN Forums have been recieving!

I am off of work the next two days so if anyone needs anything done let me know asap!!

Dinner

Check out what we had tonight for dinner at Imagination!

Thoughts

Spoke to Matt on and off today so that was nice.

Daniel went to sleep so I am sitting here, lack of energy, wanting to do some things…

If you are using a skin, which skin are you using?

What is a good way to put things on the wall without using tape or push pins? (I am in an apartment so I am very limited to what I can do with the walls sadly enough, I would just love to paint them! I can’t stand white walls!)

Pagan Voice has a new design! The Pagan@OSN Forums are jumping quite nicely for not even being up a week!

Bleh

I have just not been feeling good lately.

If anyone wants my cell number (info on how to text me as well) let me know, one of the rare times I am in the mood to share.

My son is turning two years old this upcoming Friday! I can’t believe it… time is going by so quickly!

guest….

sarah is at war with the phone company .  so, i’m here as a guest until she gets back. sarah wants everyone to know that if you have to reach her you can e-mail her. she can get her e-mails on her cellphone. anyway, i’m hungry and i’m going to make nachos for lunch .

Happy Birthday….

Happy Birthday to Daniel ! i hope you have a wonderful birthday ! you’re so, cute and you’re getting so, big! your mommy and daddy are so, happy to have you in their lives ! and they love you so, much! i hope you have a great day !

A Little Help Needed

   Hey everyone! My name’s Robyn and im from innocent-intentions.net. Im really good friends with Sarah, infact, i consider her to be one of my best online friends. Sarah has unfortunately lost her phone and net connection because her phone/dsl company decided to screw her over. She needs to raise a lot of money in a short period of time, she needs 250 – 400 dollars by the 21 of this month. If you could PLEASE donate, email me at webmistress@innocent-intentions.net and i will make you some or a lot of the following; graphics, blends, custom layouts, blinkies, banners, buttons, avs or anything else you can think of. If you would just like to directly donate to sarah you can via paypal at webmistress@onestarrynight.com (EVERY CENT COUNTS SO EVEN IF YOU CAN ONLY DONATE 1 CENT, PLEASE DO) but if you’d like something in return please contact me via email address above and we can make arrangements to have me make you something(s) in exchange. I will add examples of my work soon. PLEASE PLEASE help me get our amazing Sarah back! thank you! 

checking in….

i talked to sarah earlier today and she asked me to tell you guys that she’s still fighting with the phone company. she’s also very tired today. she worked at 5am this morning. she wants everyone to know that if you want to donate that’s great. but, she’s not asking for donations. it’s just going to take her a little longer to pay the phone bill since she’s the only money she has. no one helps her pay her bills. so, it looks like i’ll be here updating from time to time. she did say she tried to get on her dads computer to update but, after she wrote a really big entry daniel thought it would be fun to turn off the computer . so, she asked me to let you guys know what’s going on now. daniel did enjoy his birthday. his father called him 2 or 3 times. anyway, i’m going to go for now .

Sigh…

Having no phone and no connection is not fun. I am using my father’s computer to write this out.

I am still fighting with the phone company. They didn’t notify me that they were disconnecting my line.

I have been working like mad crazy, being a mall employee has shown me that people are so freakin rude! No I ENJOY watching you toss clothes onto the floor! REALLY! Ugh makes me wonder if they are like that at their homes!

Matt is going to be here today… kinky good times I tell ya…

Those of you who have it, have my cell screen name, if you want it ask Mary or Amber and they will let me know so I can give permission lol.

I managed to refold all of Daniel’s clothing lol.

He recently had his second birthday. My father, sister, brother, and grandmother all ignored it. That upset me. Especially since those are the people who see my son daily or for some of the people, every 3 days or so.

My mother sent a check which as Amber knows, is like a first! Matt called 2 or 3 times and spoke to chublet and wished him a happy birthday and I know he got chubs a ton of gifts.

Well I am going to take my shower, I thank everyone for missing me lol and the support. Make sure to check out the Pagan@OSN Forums while you await my return!

Sari update!

Hey y’all, Ambie here.

I got a few IM’s from Sari today.  She is doing well and having lots of kinky fun with her chico.  Her direct quote: “Sex is good hahahahha”.  So yeah, she is having a really good time with Matt.  More when one of us gets an update!

Another update:)

For all those people that *don’t* like the plant layout… which is the default skin…. you can change your skin HERE.  There are a bunch of nice ones, so feel free to change it.

We’re still not sure when our lovely siteowner, Sari, will be back.  Matt is leaving her tomorrow:( so she’ll be back home then, but no phone.  We miss you Sari!  Can’t wait until you come back!

Pierce!

On the phone with Sari:

Ali pierced her tongue.

Pierced.  Her TONGUE.  Pierced.
Sarah said it looks really really good.  I’m supposed to be getting pictures soon so heheheh.

To Matt:  Sarah says thank you for your sweet comment.  She loves you too.

Well, that’s all from your temporary hostess, Ambie.

Me again…

No phone still, using my father’s computer to type this out.

I got a letter from one of my best friend’s today. She is really sick. I miss her so much. I want to move back to Tucson. I need $1500 more to move there though so yeah… thats a problem heh.

I have a decent amount of hours at work this upcoming week, and depending on the week after that, I might have enough to get my phone crap situated before the month is over!

I want to wish my Matt a very happy birthday (it was yesterday!) I know I emailed it to him and he emailed me back (3 times!) but still!!

Tiny entry but I did want to update to let everyone know I am trying to get back online ASAP and how I miss everyone and my hostees!!! I am going to go read my family circle magazine (thanks David!) and see if chubs will perk down a bit to sleep!

Update…

Another update finally from me! I am coming down with a wicked cold of some sort *tear* and I think I am working seven days this week ick.

I was happy to talk to my three bestest friends tonight, Mary, Nicki, and Amber. Matt had called but I ahem clumsy self, totally slipped and fell in the hallway to grab my phone so my left shoulder is all messed up and tons of pain. Good times!

Hmm, nothing else is going on, aside from the constant yelling, swearing, verbal violence that my family shares with my son and myself. Tonight my father called my son “nasty” because my son didn’t pick up the food my father spilled onto the floor and called me psycho because I told him to never talk to my son that way.

I don’t know yet how much I will get on my tax return, I can only hope it is enough to move. I know I won’t have nearly enough to move back to Arizona although that is what I do want… to get as far away from here as possible. Just to have any money to be able to move is what is most important, which is why I am working so much and taking up any extra shifts and hours.

My cell phone is back on so if anyone needs that phone number or screen name, let me know. PLEASE if you have the screen name, don’t IM me all crazy like, it sucks up my wireless time, you can also email me, that’s right, my cell phone has it’s own email address lol.

Well I am going to try to sleep so I have some rest before work tomorrow, I am thinking of bringing in a tea bag to work because my throat is starting that ultra painful um pain heh. Drinking milk is like drinking shards of glass. Yay for ice water though!

I miss everyone so very much and I finally bought stamps so some of you special folk are getting real mail from me! If you are perhaps someone who moved or are staying somewhere else right now, like a hostee lol, email me your current address!

Sigh

Would you believe my phone company gave me a new bill? Because I still have a phone line, I still get charged more money. I can not pay this bill! I can only shell out 50% and thats if I skimp on food n what not. Anyone want to buy a layout? At least that I can put on a disk and email, or want to buy anything at all? So fustrating! I know I shouldn’t worry because in due time it will get paid, but it is hard because I am missing out on a lot of work online.

I am currently doing my taxes, so once I get that I am hoping to move. I know Matt has been looking for places for us to live. We will be having another visit soon or so he tells me. I don’t get it sometimes, why I am the girl he longs for, adores, etc. I guess because I am not a *pathetic weak must have a man in my life or perish and will be a man’s slave* type of woman. Or maybe it is simply because I kick ass, even though I am poor heh. Speaking of which, reviews are coming up at work soon, hopefully I will get a good sized raise.

I am making homemade pizza (yes including sauce and crust, I don’t skimp!) for dinner tonight, I wish I could share pictures but alas I can not on this computer.

I am too lazy to link right now but I miss Mary, Amber, Nicki, Matt, Crys, MJ, Jeanie, Keli, Every single one of my hostees, *tear* hopefully I will be able to talk to y’all soon, I am mailing out real mail to the people I have current addresses for!! If you aren’t sure if I have yours, email it to me please!!

…

Matt is here, both he and Daniel are sick heh everything is going ok with the family so far…

Bleh I have to get ready for work in an hour. I had to leave early because Daniel is so sick. Horrid cough.

Well this is short, I hope everyone had a lovely V-day! Matt cooked dinner for me and cleaned the apartment and made my bedroom all fancy lol.

I hope to be back online soon!

Sick

I am sick, my wee chublet is sick, Matt is sick, my father is sick, and my twin sister has pink eye in both eyes.

It is so pityful. *tear*

Updates!

Hey all, Ambie again!

Sarah couldn’t get access to her’s father’s computer but had a few things to tell everyone so she asked me to post them!:)

1)She contracted pink eye.  Her twin has it and now so does she.  No fun.

2)Daniel peed in the potty for the first time tonight!

Well that’s all for now all!  Hope you all are doing well!

…

I see OSN is empty lol, well, I should have my connection back by the end of next week! Finally right heh. I am on my sister’s computer right now. She also said I could use her AOL on my computer while she is at work, so I thought that was very lovely of her to do that for me. So if there is anything anyone needs for me to do for them, email me now so I can get started!

On some other news, it looks like Matt will be moving back in with me as early as next week.

Well I am going to change the sheets on my bed and go get ready to go pick up my paycheck (which will be pathetic no doubt). I miss everyone so much!

Hair

My friend did the whole package on me lol, facial, pedicure, manicure, and ahem, cut and dyed my hair. I look totally different, if anyone wants any pictures just ask!!

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• Fought for a VBAC and lost
  "She proceeded to make the comment “I know the situation, and because of that I’m not feeling sympathetic” in reference to Sarah leaving the hospital AMA and not accepting a repeat c-section previously, and to the massive amounts of pain she was in."
• Vent - VBAC Scare Tactics
  "He then recanted and said, “well maybe it’s not a law, but I’ll tell you NO hospital will ALLOW you to VBAC without it”. Right ok, so first fear tactic and lie."
• I had TWO c-sections
  "It’s hard because sometimes I almost feel shame or guilt that BOTH of my c-sections were medically needed."
• Who Am I?
  "I went from a victim, a weak worthless nothing to a MOTHER. I went from being a punching bag to a protector and then lost myself yet again."

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