Links, Affilates, and Hosting

If you have me linked already, let me know so I can link you back! Or if you prefer, I am also wanting more affiliates! I also am willing to host small personal websites!

Imbolc Ritual Tonight

Go read this Imbolc Ritual over at Pagan at OSN. It is tonight and requires Yahoo Messenger. It is going to be amazing! So if you want to be involved make sure to RSVP on that entry!

More Yarn

More yarn from my Pippi Knee Socks!
 

Grocery Shopping

I’m going grocery shopping after work. Whole foods and Sam’s club (bulk foods) are the main stores I will be going to. So what should I buy that is healthy and filling? I would love suggestions and even recipes!

So what is on your grocery list?

Online

Why isn’t anyone online? I am lonely!

New Layout — Ocean

New layout!

Instant Messaging

NONE of my IM programs (cept for Yahoo, ICQ, MSN oddly enough) will even OPEN. I have spent HOURS trying to figure this out. They do run in Safe Mode but not “normally” I have made it so literally just the windows OS starts nothing else, minimal drivers and such and they STILL won’t work. Uninstall/reinstall/restarting NOTHING HELPS.

I am SO fustrated.

Mark — Evil

When I place a customer on hold, that does not give you any indication or permission to pick up the phone and begin talking to the customer.

Do not come into the inner office and rub my shoulder and tell me to “wake up”.

I am so grossed out and pissed off.

Anyone out there?

I am so lonely today! Anyone want to share the love?

Subway

I am so sad that Subway doesn’t deliver. I want a nummy crispy chicken and veggie sandwhich!

Anyone want to bring me one? At the very least do you wish you could?

Child Activity

What is cheap/free and very fun for my sister and her boyfriend to do with my three year old tomorrow in the ChicagoLand area? Lambs Farm is closed until April and the Museum of Science and Industry doesn’t have it’s free days at the end of the week. So any suggestions ASAP would be awesome!

SHUT UP

DO NOT EVER CALL ME SARI YOU STUPID SON OF A BITCH

I hate Mark.

Designs

If you by any chance have been visiting here for awhile, what was your most favorite design of mine and why?

New Layout — Vibrant

Yeah, new layout.

Hives

Just lovely, I somehow came into contact or ate something that apparently I am now allergic to as I am now experiancing the joy that are hives. I have no idea what caused it since I haven’t eaten anything new. I have been experiancing odd things like very itchy eardrum feelings and such lately but again, haven’t been eating anything odd or new.

Grrr must resist the urge to scratch.

Psyche

How do you keep your memories from overwhelming you? A word, a place, scents wafting through the air, music playing, all triggering powerful emotions. How do you keep it from taking over your life?

How do you achieve your goals? How do you focus when you are surrounded by pain, surrounded by people who want you to suffer because their lives passed them by.

How do you know what to believe? When to trust? How to seperate the good from the bad.

How do you keep that utterly helpless feeling at bay? How do you keep yourself from becoming bitter?

When do you start to finally be simply… happy?

New Camera

I just purchased the Panasonic Lumix DMC-FZ20K.

It was on sale at Circuit City to order online and then pick it up at the store, so it’s sorta like I got the 512MB storage card for free.

I can’t wait to try this camera out so picture suggestions would be helpful!

So now I have a FujiFilm 3800 and storage cards I probably don’t need… any suggestions for that as well?

Private Entries

Just a reminder! You need to be registered and logged in to read any of my restricted/private entries! The better I know you the higher level you recieve! When you register, email me and let me know so I can approve you and place you in the proper group asap.

Sad and Scared

It looks like the hives are a stress reaction. I can’t sleep, I can’t function anymore. I am locked in fear and depression because of my living situation. I don’t make enough at my job to get an apartment out here not to mention I don’t have a vehicle or someone to watch my son if I move.

I feel lost. I feel trapped. I don’t know what to do. I can’t get on section 8 housing. I am terrified my father is going to injure my son more than just mentally.

I am feeling crushed under this weight. I have no where to go. I have no family to go to. I have no way of getting any more money.

I need help so desperately and there is no one to help me.

Visionary

Visionary, my photolog, has a new look and new photo up!

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Personal

• Fought for a VBAC and lost
  "She proceeded to make the comment “I know the situation, and because of that I’m not feeling sympathetic” in reference to Sarah leaving the hospital AMA and not accepting a repeat c-section previously, and to the massive amounts of pain she was in."
• Vent - VBAC Scare Tactics
  "He then recanted and said, “well maybe it’s not a law, but I’ll tell you NO hospital will ALLOW you to VBAC without it”. Right ok, so first fear tactic and lie."
• I had TWO c-sections
  "It’s hard because sometimes I almost feel shame or guilt that BOTH of my c-sections were medically needed."
• Who Am I?
  "I went from a victim, a weak worthless nothing to a MOTHER. I went from being a punching bag to a protector and then lost myself yet again."

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