Drama

So Chris’s girlfriend and mother of his child just called here sobbing. She said Joe (the owner) had been calling and hanging up on her and that he needs to stop calling, how Chris isn’t there, how she’s been up since 5:30am, and how she wants nothing to do with Chris right now. So I said ok I will key up Joe and let him know. So I did and Joe said yeah he’s been calling but that she won’t answer that it goes to voicemail and how Chris is an asshole and such.

Then he tells me a plumbing call to rod a toilet canceled ok whatever fine, then he tells me I shouldn’t schedule for the “next” day but “same” day. It’s like ummm we have one plumber right now, yeah he works practically all day and night but even he moved calls from yesterday to this morning. So whatever. Blah.

Weight Watchers

I joined Weight Watchers online yesterday. Today is my first “official” day. I would really appreciate any “healthy” recipes you have especially for breakfast and lunch.

I hope I can do this.

OSN Renewed

OSN expires today so I just renewed it. Hopefully I don’t experiance any downtime from renewing so late.

WW first completed week

I’ve lost 10lbs so far.

Visionary Muse

Do any of you visit my photolog Visionary Muse? Well I updated it so go and take a gander.

ETA
Updated again as of November 10^th!

Member Purge

I changed the member group and/or deleted members who have not visited (or logged in) in over a month, removed those who haven’t visited (or logged in) since this past Summer.

Well… I found it interesting

This will make sense to no one!

A somewhat friend of mine (we haven’t spoken really in a while though) had her site hacked and mentioned the company in her post about it, about how the company well… did not perform like they should have (I agreed with her post), well in the comments the owner of the company posted using their personal URL for the link back and has posted on her website about the mishap blaming my friend (or people in general) for not upgrading scripts (no idea if the script was updated or not).

I just had to get that out of my head!

So Very Cold

I am freezing right now! 30 Degrees outside and inside the heater is broken… AGAIN! My hands are so numb right now. Did I mention that I am COLD?! COLD COLD COLD!

Yay!

IT’S SNOWING!!!!!

Migraine Sarah

So I got a migraine at work. Again. The med’s finally kicked in so here is ‘cedrin Sarah. Excuse the crappy cam quality and the fact that my nose seems oddly large in this picture.

I feel so shitty

I feel like the worst mother right now. I have my sister’s car today so I took myself to work, well earlier I had just gotten out of the shower when Daniel started waking up and crying (he hasn’t been feeling well lately), so I go in the bedroom and he is just sobbing how he doesn’t want me to go to work, that he just misses me so much and needs me, it completely broke my heart. So I held him for 15minutes but finally it got to the point that if I didn’t leave I was going to be very late to work. So I went and woke my father up and had him hold Daniel so I could leave.

I feel SO awful and mean and just like the WORST mother right now.

The plan was that after work I would go get him and then we would go out and buy him all his snow gear.

Ugh my poor son!

Close it?

I am considering closing Pagan at OSN. It gets a high enough number of visitors but zero interaction and I am SO damn sick of people direct linking and stealing everything from the site.

Weight Watchers and Others

Well so far I have lost in total 13 pounds. I hope to be at my 10% goal by January if at all possible.

So I am on this group weblog with three other (one is basically there in name only) people who I got to join WW with me. Well I appear to be the only one that is taking it seriously and that upsets me. Not even 2 weeks into WW did they “give up” for a day or “too busy to track what I ate”. Mind you they are stay at home mother’s. I work full time and I’m a single mother. I still find the time to measure/record what I have eaten. I suppose for me it’s a lifestyle change not just some “fad diet”. Does this even make sense? I am just so fustrated about it. I had recommended some friends to join that group blog and when I asked the owner if they had registered, she told me they did but she only wanted her friends to join. I would love to set up a group blog or forum for WW but well… heh not sure about that yet.

I suppose it comes down to that I am really serious about this and the other people are not. I feel like I don’t get any support from them. While I am always there for them to tell me how they didn’t do it so well or at ALL or giving them suggestions on what to eat or how to change their favorite foods into lower point foods.

Just… fustrated and very upset.

Starry Cast 6

Episode #6

Work, my sister’s wisdom teeth, weight watchers, christmas cards.

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Healthy

Ok I started a group weight loss blog called Healthy so stop by, give me suggestions, and join!

Christmas (holiday) Cards

Who wants to exchange Christmas Cards with me? I want to get them mailed out by the first week of December. Comment here and then we can email our addresses to each other!

Fuck This

Work is SO shitty lately. We have no people, the people that do show up hardly work, and I am yelled at constantly or told “you have an easy job you JUST answer phones” I WISH I just answered phones! Instead of 3 lines for two business names, appointments, dispatching, fucking tech support CONSTANTLY, travel agent, a LIAR because people won’t go to calls because “doesn’t look like a money call”.

So on and so forth.

I do NOT make enough money to deal with this crap all of the time!

I wish I had a car so I could find a new job.

New Design

Yep, new design! Looks crappy in IE I’m sure but I could care less heh.

ETA Visionary Muse has been updated with a few photos!

Well? Are you?

Are you happy? Really and truly happy? Even with all of the daily stresses and problems… at the end of the day… are you happy?

Dirty Dancing

I just adore Dirty Dancing!

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Personal

• Fought for a VBAC and lost
  "She proceeded to make the comment “I know the situation, and because of that I’m not feeling sympathetic” in reference to Sarah leaving the hospital AMA and not accepting a repeat c-section previously, and to the massive amounts of pain she was in."
• Vent - VBAC Scare Tactics
  "He then recanted and said, “well maybe it’s not a law, but I’ll tell you NO hospital will ALLOW you to VBAC without it”. Right ok, so first fear tactic and lie."
• I had TWO c-sections
  "It’s hard because sometimes I almost feel shame or guilt that BOTH of my c-sections were medically needed."
• Who Am I?
  "I went from a victim, a weak worthless nothing to a MOTHER. I went from being a punching bag to a protector and then lost myself yet again."

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