Archive for 2005

Hurt

01/03/05

It’s starting to really hit me how Matt and I are over.

I am so freaked and panicked because of how my father treats me in front of my son. Example: last night my father was cussing about finding a lid, I asked him to not swear in front of my son and that I would find his lid, he then raised his hand and told me he was going to hit me if I didn’t move. Daniel went hysterical, I called my sister and just sobbed and sobbed.

I am trying so hard right now and I have no one. No family. No friends. I am so utterly alone. Nothing good is happening. I am pathetic. I shouldn’t even exisit. Everyone ends up hating me sooner or later. I do no good for anyone.

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Fruit and Vegetables

01/02/05

What is (or are) your favorite fruit and vegetable and why?

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Happy New Year

01/01/05

Happy New Year!! I hope 2005 is better than ever!

Mary wanted me to write down at least three new year’s resolutions so here we go! Oh you can add yours in the comments!

1. Get Healthy! I need to drink more water, consume less commercially prepared foods, and moderate proportions

2. Get Back in Touch with my Spiritual Self! I need to focus a time every day to meditate and give thanks to the Goddess

3. Realise I am NOT a Bad Person! I need to let people compliment me instead of down playing it, I need to let myself feel proud with a customer talked to me for over 30 minutes today saying what a fantastic personality I have lol, I need to not take to heart all the verbal abuse and emotional abuse that is in my life. That it’s ok for me to be alone.

4. Make my bedroom my peaceful relaxing area, even though the computer and tv have to be in here, I need to make it calming.

So? C’mon! What are at least three resolutions!

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