Archive for 2005
Flu
I have… the flu. I feel so awful. I have tons of laundry to do. Daniel is running all over and I am freaking out that he might get sick. Just. ugh. Come take care of me?
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Chicago Green City Market
My bounty if you will. You can see a few more photographs at Visionary Muse.
archived under: Photography
Act like an adult
So last night it was bedtime, Daniel went to go say goodnight to my father who procceds to scream at my three year old because my son climbed up onto my fathers bed to SAY goodnight to him.
Then this morning I am trying to find Daniel’s blanket that my father brought in from the car even though BOTH Daniel and myself specifically told him not to, so I can’t find it, my father just stands there going “I don’t know where the fuck that stupid blanket is” and starts to slightly yell so I said umm Danny is still sleeping on my shoulder so if you could maybe just… not talk SO loud…
So then he flips out screaming that I need to take a “fucking cab” to work and how I make his life a living hell and he want’s me gone… etc etc etc
So this of course wakes Daniel up… speaking from my life growing up I just know how awful it is to wake up to screaming obscenities.
I just need to focus, I need support so much. I feel so utterly alone.
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There is nothing I can do
Not only do I have all the shit going on at home, but now, yet again, I have customers cussing me out and then hanging up on me because their MOTHER can’t read THEIR OWN CONTRACT. I am SO sorry that you keep bringing your mother’s age into the discussion FIVE MONTHS LATER because as we all know the older you get the more stupid you get according to this person. Telling me to “fuck off” is not going to make me suddenly re-do your contract when it is NOT an actual PROBLEM! It’s DIRT!
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OSN Rss Feed
Do you read this site using the RSS feed? I would love to know if you do and which program you use to read it!
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In This Moment
Do you ever just realise in a single moment that even though your life utterly sucks now, that it will get better? Maybe it will take 6 months, a year, three years, but one day you will wake up exactly in the life you wanted.
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Fustrated
Yet again Plumber Dan causes problems.
He told me straight up he QUITS because we won’t pay $150 for his gas for HIS private vehicle. So I had to call four customers that day informing them of the fact.
Today my boss calls a customer and Dan is mentioned and apparently Dan did NOT quit he is just… fucking around I suppose? Dan had me cancel FOUR appointments, I canceled them in FRONT of him, just UGH!
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Why call me at work?
So I am filing away invoices when the phone rings and it is Matt, calling me at work, to tell me he wants to see Daniel. I told him no. I was not harsh about it. I explained that he has not shown any interest in his son, he doesn’t write his child, call his child, contact his child, etc. I told him he needs to show he is responsible and that he needs to help support his son. He then proceeded to get angry and tell me I am tormenting Daniel for not letting Matt come and be a father when HE feels like it.
Just ugh I am so upset. I seriously need a hug right now.
archived under: Thoughts
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