Amas Veritas

I am not having the best of days at the moment so I will just post photos from today.

This book was handmade and given to me by Aenka it is fantastic and lovely!

Sunbeams

So I removed a couple of online people from OSN (links and membership) because I just couldn’t hold onto those toxic relationships… if you can call an occasional comment a relationship. Anyway, that pissed some people off in a big way. Got some very harsh emails. Fantastic.

Today my sister, my son, and myself all went to the Bristol Ren Faire. We had a fabulous time. Daniel loved the knights jousting, the fairies, playing in the sand castle, I only wish we had more time there! There were so many delightful shops, I wish I could have afforded to buy some lovely items. After, we went to a few resale shops where we got Danny a fire engine and bulldozer, my sister gave me her DVD player since mine decided to die and is going to be giving me her ice cream maker!

I am so exhausted, dinner will just be spaghetti with fresh mozzerella and fresh basil with a basic tomato sauce… maybe veggies if I have the energy.

The Good Kind

So I am attempting to make homemade vanilla bean ice cream, letting the mixture cool overnight in the fridge.

Today was such a stressful day at work (what’s new right?) and emotionally trying once I got home so I don’t have much to say… in a public entry anyway!

I also have two vox standard invites, first come, first serve.

Imagine

Go and Imagine. My new photolog. I will not renew visionarymuse. If you have a photolog or photo site in general let me know so we can exchange links!

I still have one Vox standard invite left.

All Good Things Come To An End

As you can see I did a new design for OSN similar to Imagine (which I am trying to update daily).

Monday I will be mailing in the paper work to get started on filing for child support. I am preparing for drama from it.

It’s so hot and humid that we can’t go anywhere. My father refuses to turn on the a/c so I have been getting daily migraines. I am out of (and can’t afford any) my excedrin migraine medication so I have really not been doing good and it makes me very short tempered.

I am trying to stay perky though, I let Daniel have a very long, very cold, bath earlier and we will be making homemade pizza for dinner with fresh mozzerella, fresh basil, and fresh homegrown farmer’s market tomatoes.

I will probably update this entry later, I am too out of it to be wordy right now.

ETA Well the c/s drama began already with him. Aside from that I wouldn’t mind some testimonials at my Flickr account or bookmarks to my Photoblogs profile! Stroke my naughty ego!

ETA Again Not in the mood for another entry right now but joy, he just threatened to take my son away from me and say that my child is in an abusive home. This is coming from a 27 year old “man” who lives off of his mother’s SSD checks and his friends. Real classy.

ETA Again  Ohh how exciting he left a creepy stalker threatening comment! I guess he didn’t realise that when you comment it logs your IP address?

Maybe Tomorrow

I have 5 Vox standard invitations.

Thank you so much Nikki for the Flickr testimonial and thank you Sara for the bookmark on Photoblogs! Also, as a reminder, I do try and update Imagine daily.

Dinner tonight is risotto with yellow squash, zucchini, basil, and parmesan.

My Imaginary

I worked today, actually had to drive to a job site to bring a guy back for material. I never go to job sites. It’s messy.

So I came home and took Danny to the Cosley Zoo which was fun and most importantly… free! Then we basically just drove around for hours going northwest, took quite a few photos which I will be posting at Imagine (which I try and update daily!).

After that we went to Goebbert’s Farm to get veggies and such since it’s going to rain all night and tomorrow so I wasn’t in the mood for the farmer’s market… just went to a farm instead! Such glorious and affordable basil and fresh Illinois sweet corn!

Then we went to the grocery store and while we fought with one of those new fancy tv carts, who shows up but my sister and her fiance! So we all shopped together which was great because she clips coupons so I didn’t spend as much money. I also got a migraine because by this point it had started to rain so my sister gave me medication… the joy of twins who get migraines at least one of us is stocked up on pain relief, plus she gave me all sorts of lotions and such since I ran out.

Daniel is playing with my measuring cups, mixing bowl, and dried lavender. He’s “cooking”.

“I am so proud of him”

I am so proud of him today, he was so calm and didn’t mind me driving all over the place for hours and taking photos… although he rarely minds my little photography adventures. I actually found some nice tiny towns and a farm that sells fresh farm eggs which sadly is closed until the 28^th but I might make the trip out there again because I’ve never had fresh farm eggs before. We just had a frozen pizza for dinner with some of that fresh basil snipped on top, very tasty, plus Danny has been gorging himself on watermelon.

I have no clue what to do but I am not going to sleep any time soon, I need entertainment! What I really need is a logo for OSN and a logo for Imagine, something I could put on cards and such.

ETA I have 4 Vox invites. I really need some logo goodness… *hint hint*.

Lips of an Angel

I updated Imagine with a ton of photos.

I am all migrainy.

We went to a farm today, got some eggs, then to the farm market and stocked up on produce goodness, we already ate all of the cherries.

I added an “Available” section on my sidebar, for any invite type things I have.

I am in a lot of pain right now, I will try and edit this entry later to make it a bit more wordy.

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• Fought for a VBAC and lost
  "She proceeded to make the comment “I know the situation, and because of that I’m not feeling sympathetic” in reference to Sarah leaving the hospital AMA and not accepting a repeat c-section previously, and to the massive amounts of pain she was in."
• Vent - VBAC Scare Tactics
  "He then recanted and said, “well maybe it’s not a law, but I’ll tell you NO hospital will ALLOW you to VBAC without it”. Right ok, so first fear tactic and lie."
• I had TWO c-sections
  "It’s hard because sometimes I almost feel shame or guilt that BOTH of my c-sections were medically needed."
• Who Am I?
  "I went from a victim, a weak worthless nothing to a MOTHER. I went from being a punching bag to a protector and then lost myself yet again."

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