Archive for September, 2007

09-02

2007

I’m Just A Child Of Nature

Before I wasn’t around it was due to my not having electricity, now I’ve come down with an evil cold, evil migraine, and feel so utterly shitty I can’t seem to do much at all. I did attempt to go to a nature center today as you can see by the two photos, but I feel so physically crappy right now that I’m not sure the trip was worth it. I am full of self pity right about now. I can’t stand being sick.

Oh also, if you play WoW (World of Warcraft) what addon’s do you use?

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09-12

2007

How Do I Breathe

Lately, I feel like I am unable to express myself properly, that all of my emotions and thoughts are somehow stuck. I have no inspiration lately. Part of it is just feeling pulled into a million directions. I am still trying to get used to my son being in school (kindergarten), which has made me ultra aware of my single parent status. I am trying to do the best possible job at work (got MVP and a great 90 day review). I just feel like I can’t creatively express myself and I’m not sure why. It’s very frustrating. I haven’t spoken to my online buddies in a very long time so I feel disconnected there.

How does one balance single motherhood, full time job, friendships, and creative/fun time?

I guess… I just need a hug.

archived under: Thoughts

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Fought for a VBAC and lost
"She proceeded to make the comment “I know the situation, and because of that I’m not feeling sympathetic” in reference to Sarah leaving the hospital AMA and not accepting a repeat c-section previously, and to the massive amounts of pain she was in."
Vent - VBAC Scare Tactics
"He then recanted and said, “well maybe it’s not a law, but I’ll tell you NO hospital will ALLOW you to VBAC without it”. Right ok, so first fear tactic and lie."
I had TWO c-sections
"It’s hard because sometimes I almost feel shame or guilt that BOTH of my c-sections were medically needed."
Who Am I?
"I went from a victim, a weak worthless nothing to a MOTHER. I went from being a punching bag to a protector and then lost myself yet again."

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