Birthday

So, today is my 26^th birthday. I know I haven’t been around in a long time. Part of it is due to balancing work/home. The majority of it is my inability to deal with the floodgate of emotions that I’ve been dealing with for the past month. I’m not really sure why, perhaps it’s due to getting older yet my living situation hasn’t changed at all. Maybe it’s the stresses of being a single mother? I don’t know really. I can’t figure myself out.

Anyway, my son lost his first two teeth recently, and already is loosing faith in the tooth fairy. This is due to my apparently crappy skill at hiding the tooth after the “tooth fairy” leaves the gift under the pillow. He found the first one that I crammed behind my monitor… I came up with this elaborate story how the tooth fairly only carries coins, doesn’t have room for teeth, etc. He merely responded, “I’m not sure I believe you.”. It was all I could do not to bust out laughing.

Hmm what else… I cut my hair to shoulder length (previously upper/mid back) and added some red highlights. That’s about it for “me” time lol.

I deleted those that haven’t logged in since August.

Well I am getting a bit lost, so here are my “birthday” self portraits and some other recent photos.

What is the cost?

I would like to hear your interpretation of this photo’s message.

Breathing is Over Rated

I currently have an extreme case of the flu. My doctor told me today that aside from the chest x-rays being clear, I basically have the flu with all pneumonia symptoms. I’m in agony. I can’t remember the last time I’ve been so sick. I’ve actually lost most of my voice. Anyway, to just post something while I’m attempting to actually sit up for the first time in 12 hours, here’s some recent photos from last week.