Emotions

Yet again we are sick, I am so congested that I can’t sleep and breathing is no longer an option. My immune system seems to be utterly shot.

I am so very angry lately. Angry because my ex, my son’s father, seems to have forgotten that he even has a son. Hasn’t acknowledged his son for Christmas at all, doesn’t seem to plan on it either. I’m not surprised though, you really can’t go from pathetic to… pathetic. I would rather be a single mother than be disgusted every day.

Angry that 6 years of friendship was over in a flash simply because I chose not to be in a specific WoW guild. That’s right, 6 years of friendship over a game guild. Yep.

Angry that I only have $30 to last the next 8 days and my gas tank is almost on empty. We have no groceries, and forget about Christmas cards or presents, considering I only have $3.75 a day to live on until I get paid again. The joy of stuff being processed without my knowledge.

I’m not even normally an angry person so I really do not like how this all feels.

Anyway, lastly here’s a photo from when I took the wee one sledding yesterday, it was pretty late considering the sun sets around 4pm right now.

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