01/03/05

Hurt


It’s starting to really hit me how Matt and I are over.

I am so freaked and panicked because of how my father treats me in front of my son. Example: last night my father was cussing about finding a lid, I asked him to not swear in front of my son and that I would find his lid, he then raised his hand and told me he was going to hit me if I didn’t move. Daniel went hysterical, I called my sister and just sobbed and sobbed.

I am trying so hard right now and I have no one. No family. No friends. I am so utterly alone. Nothing good is happening. I am pathetic. I shouldn’t even exisit. Everyone ends up hating me sooner or later. I do no good for anyone.






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Barb (220 comments)

You are never alone so long as you have that boy!  He can be your everything!




Tricia (3069 comments)

I don’t hate you Sarah. *(*(*(*hugs*)*)*)* Hang in there, it WILL get better, I can feel it.






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