11-12

2003

Going insane

It was a mistake to work yesterday. Not only did I not feel well still, but the second I came in, I am given work that is really not meant for me. Then later on I am told to “seperate” from a co-worker (she was folding next to me… ohh we are bad girls) that somehow “i know you are *sick* Sarah but I want to get the hell out of here tonight” as if somehow I alone had the power to control leaving at a decent time.

I am still sick, still a really bad cough which sucks.

I do not know what to do about this job. I am starting to hate it. I mean intensely hate it. I get very angry just thinking about it. I guess when I work tomorrow, during my break I will go to a few stores in the mall and get applications, then on Friday I will turn in the applications and try to schedule interviews. I saw that BestBuy was hiring cashiers, but when I asked my sister to take me down to apply, she blew me off on that.

Matt is visiting next week, so that should be interesting. I am sure some of you remember his last visit lol. He is already planning to visit again in January for Daniel’s 2^nd birthday.

I was just thinking… how much it bothers me when people say something like:

“I really don’t like to eat chips but I am going to eat chips and I shouldn’t whine because I know some people don’t get to eat at all!”

If you want chips, eat them! Chips is an example, people do that kind of crap for more serious things too. I know that made no sense except to me lol.

I am just.. reading some old blog entries… from 2001 lol. I was so much perkier then! I was more fun! I was very pregnant too lol.

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11-11

2003

Worn out

Today I work. 4p-close. I don’t feel so good. I am off tomorrow. I can’t even think straight right now.

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11-10

2003

Sad

I did call off work. I am off wednesday so I am going to call off tuesday as well. I completely lost my voice tonight. I could merely whisper. It sucked and was so painful.

I am only up now because of my bladder lol.

My dad had just come home and I was feeling… I needed a hug so I tried to hug him and he threw him self out of my embrace and said he will not hug me because he doesn’t want to catch what I have. This coming from a man who has had a chronic cough for about a month now.

Whatever. It shows me how much my father loves me.

My sister was nice and washed some of Daniel’s clothes for me, for which I am grateful.

Ok, back to bed I feel another headache coming on. Sigh.

Edited to add:

I just took more excedrin migraine medicine.

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