Pain

I have a wicked headache, it is rather painful. Too bad Matt is working otherwise I would be hysterically crying it hurts that bad, but crying around Daniel will probably set him off crying and that would be bad.

I have been able to blog a lot today, I think I am using my time better, well not like I do much else heh. I feel really bad that I offended Tess…I don’t mean too, I honestly was not so “hard-core” about breastfeeding *words from Daniel’s evil Ped* until I got pregnant, I knew I would always breastfeed but since pregnancy and until now, it kinda got to the point where I became less tolerant of anything but, I really need to work on relaxing my views on that.

Tomorrow we are going to the GoodWill store and seeing if they have any good baby clothes, since the baby resale shop in PA, went out of buisness. Matt also is going to do laundry, fun for him! I’m going to send my father and mother a few “real” pictures of Daniel, I have one more roll of film my mom sent me so I am going to take some more in the next few days and send those off. It’s the 110 film and camera so everythings cheap, so we can actually afford double prints, one print is for us and the other is divided between my mom ‘n dad.

This headache is driving me nuts, I have no clue what is causing it. The pain is just relentless. Like a constant pounding pain in my temples stretching across my forehead. Also some pain in my neck. This sucks.

Okey I think that is it for now. Remember, if you have any ideas for any projects, please let me know!

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To Tess…I don’t mean to condone people, I understand some people should use bottles, formula, pacifiers, I don’t mean to come off all, hmmm, one track mind about it, I honestly can’t help it. My best friend formula feeds her babies, and I think she is a wonderful mother, I just don’t see why people go through the hassle of it all. I don’t see how formula or bottles even, are convient/easy, or are somehow better than breastmilk from the breast. I do understand some peoples views on how they “need a break” and want their partners to give a bottle every once in a while to have a much needed nap, but, hmm, I really can’t change the way I feel, everyone parents their child different, I guess breastfeeding is just one issue I am very adamant and “militant” about. I really hope I am not offending you *and other people* too much, I just don’t understand it.

That all probably sounds all garbled n what not, I am a bit out of it, I keep getting up at 5am, No clue WHY but I do, then I nap through out the day with Daniel, then I try to actually sleep at night with Daniel, tonight Matt works but he has tomorrow off so that is thrilling heh. Okey that is it for now!

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Yep thats my wedding ring, we were going to get married on the 11^th but had No time to go get the damn liscense so now we are going for the 18^th which, ahem, is another special day for us.

Matt went to go pick up the “real” pictures we got developed. I hope they turned out good! I will be sending some to my mother and father.

Ali had taken some photos of Daniel, his first 2 days out of my womb, but I have yet to recieve a copy or anything. Our film camera somehow broke so we haven’t been able to take pictures, real pictures, of him until now. I really wish I could have a copy of those photos, I mean he is my son ‘n all!

Tuesday I have a WIC appointment, then the 19^th which is also Amber’s b-day, I have my postpartum visit. Joy.

Breastfeeding is still going wonderfully, NO bottles NO formula NO pacifiers, etc. I honestly don’t get how people can use all of that. I think more and more I am becoming less tolerant of people who do use those products. I don’t know why, I really can’t help it.

OHHHH exciting news, Keli found out via ultrasound she is having a GIRL!!!

Okey well I might babble later!