Babe, I’m Gonna Leave You
Just to get it out of the way… for some very strange reason, Chrissy and Jenn have commented on some recent entries of mine. Why is this so odd? Well after this incident I cut all ties to them and yet they still are coming around being fake and well… irritating the hell out of me, and no one likes a cranky Sarah! I suppose it bothers me because, especially with Chrissy’s comment, specifically on this entry, she had NO fucking clue what the hell she was talking about. Anyone that knows me knows I am not all that much of a negative person, I am perky for the most part… sure I have my moments. Being a single poor mother who has a stressful living situation that is going through a very large transition of switching work forces is going to have some reflective moments. I suppose my endless talk of good things, glitter, shiny, photography, my son, my friends, my life is really a metaphor for my crushing depression? Uh. Ok.
Oh to you know, to share a bit of my apparent crushing depression that leaves me shaking and sobbing in a corner while blogging about glitter, my son’s “father” and I use that term only in the biological sense, called to speak to his 5 year old on Father’s Day, stayed on the phone a brief 2 minutes to hear his son say in the most joyful of voices “Hi Daddy! Happy Father’s Day!” to hang up when his son asked, “What’s your favorite color?”. Yeah. Hung up on his 5 yr old son and turned off his cell phone (only means of contact). Wow. Classy. People wonder why I don’t post the photos of him in a pink nightie with bits showing when crap like this happens… partly because I want to keep the nudity on the site to a minimum. ;)
Anyway onto other things, it’s so strange, this being my last week at my current job. The sheer volume of calls/applications/faxes regarding my position shocked me. They have no clue what they are in for! It will be odd too because I will still be driving by every day on my way to the new job… it will take me a bit to get used to. Although it’s interesting meeting all these people, some are very outgoing which is fantastic other’s don’t fully fill out the application, argue with me over directions on how to get here, argue with me over questions on the application, or don’t speak at all with no direct eye contact! I shouldn’t concern myself so much about the new person, whomever they may me, I just get all possessive!
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