I got my walking away the pounds set today, so I went to the rental office to pick up the package, see last time I went, this guy… attractive… maybe later 20’s/30-31 yrs old, was ALL perky towards me. So he was there again, “Hi! How’s the baby?” so we were talking while this other guy was getting my package, and I am not kidding, the dude was like FLIRTING with me! I mean ALL smiles, the up down look, etc. I mean yeah I am all prettyfull today… but it was so… I mean I never notice when stuff like that happens, probably because I was not interested in other guys because I was with Matt for so long. I just.. huh.. well that was just interesting to me heh.
The below entry, is going to be one huge “letter” to Matt. It’s restricted because I don’t know if I want anyone to read it, if I want him to read it. I just need to get stuff out of my head.