Neekoh has left OSN, so if ya have her linked, please change/remove, etc them!

Barb has a lovely new design that she has done herself!

I found another fan for the wee kitten, showed it to her, but since it still has days left for bidding, I am gonna wait to see if the price goes any higher.

Heh, I am just very thankful for the check Matt got from his family this week, or else I wouldn’t be ebaying at all! He is getting a second interview, from another Kmart on the 22nd, if I remember correctly. Hopefully he will get the job.

Today my dad renewed the lease on this apartment, I faintly recall signing the new lease but I was so out of it. My sister does not seem happy that Matt and I are now on the lease. Then again, she never seems happy.

Heh, my mother would always say, “You have to make your own happiness” but I have to wonder if many people do? Myself included, we tend to rely on others to make us smile, laugh, be happy in general, I wonder why that is?

Barb
posted on February 13th 2003 at 7:28AM CDT

“You have to make your own happiness” but I have to wonder if many people do? I do!Not always successfully but I do! Myself included, we tend to rely on others to make us smile, laugh, be happy in general, I wonder why that is? It’s easier than doing the internal work to manifest it in yourself. At least that’s why I think why.

Hey, you are a twin, correct?  Dr. Phil had a special on twins yesterday. They sounded just like you and your sister. Too bad you didn’t get to watch it. Too bad she didn’t watch it.  I don’t usually but happened to be putting dinner together when it was on.  Interesting…

erica
posted on February 13th 2003 at 8:44AM CDT

I’ve found it’s nothing to do with laziness or one way or the other being easier, but that what we love *is* what makes us happy.  I love my fiance and my parents so when they are happy it makes me happy; without them it’s hard to find any happiness at all.  Because we love people their feelings become our own, and feeling like they give us reason also makes us happy.