Even though I have a lot of shitty hardships in my life and that might never change, I need to start being more positive.

So yeah even though I’m a single poor mother with no car and no higher education heh. I need to focus on the wee little things that make me perky.

For example! Yesterday my son all of a sudden hugged me and said, “I love you SO much!” and that is the first time he just TOLD me he loved me without me saying it first!