So long story short, I was informed today that I am approved for this (SCION xA). I have no idea if I should do it or not. 50% of the people I discuss it with convinced me that to take it would be financial suicide while the other 50% have me convinced that if I don’t take it, that it’s emotional and mental suicide.
I HATE making large decisions because I always feel like a failure and rarely am comfortable with whatever decision I made.
I am freaking out. I am torn between yes and no.
I make generally, $1400 a month take home.
Car payment would be $315.
Full complete insurance AND SR-22 (which I had to get because Ohio required it for me and I have to keep it through Nov 2007 so I’ve been paying this cost ever since I got my DL last year) would be $260
My phone bill is $70 (which includes DSL costs)
Weight Watchers (which I’m not sure I need since I haven’t been entering points lately since a lot of the values are in my head and I’m down 30lbs) is $16 a month.
Reseller is $15 a month (not for OSN but all the other domains).
Aside from groceries I don’t have any other bills.
Too lazy to do a new entry but as of today I’ve lost 30lbs since November of 2005, actually a bit more but I’m sticking with 30 until next Sunday heh.