I just checked the bank account and saw this $25.00 withdrawl. So I knew it was Matt. I called and was like “what the hell did you do” and he said he had “no choice” but to take the money because the car broke down. I said you do NOT steal your ex-fiancee’s money for her young son! And tonight Ali was going to take me to Target to get Daniel some clothes and some things he needs. I am so upset. I am all crying now, how dare he do this? He cheats on me after a four year living together have a baby relationship, and now steals my money? The only reason I have that account still is because a $15.00 charge is still going through before I can close the account and get a new one. He claims he will replace the money today, and then hung up on me. He doesn’t care about his son at all. Didn’t ask how he was until I said, “Don’t you even care about your baby anymore?” Did not care his son has more teeth, or that he has been trying to stand alone, even stands alone after pulling himself up on furniture, or that he tries to walk but hasn’t figured it out yet.
I just, damn it. I am so broke as it is, but to have him steal my money? It’s not like he earned it. He hasn’t put money into the bank account in 2 months, since he quit his job.
I just… why the hell does this crap happen? I have no money as it is, I am just hanging on a thread he goes through with the child support so I can pay the phone bill the first week of April. That Daniel can get clothes that fit him… I just…. really… ugh. Matt is turning out to be a very bad father. I never thought so before, but he could care less about his kid, and here I am, daily, making an effort to send him videos and photos, but he deletes the screen names once I “find” them out. I put forth the long distance money to call every couple of days to let him know what new things his son is doing.
Why do I do this to myself? To my son? Am I the kind of person that doesn’t know how to live a normal, healthy, happy life?
I just don’t know how much more of Matt’s bullshit I can take. If he does not want to be involved in his childs life he needs to let me know, because I am not going to have my son grow up with… that… for a father.