Second chances

Again, I am proven right. To give someone a second chance is just telling them to go ahead, fuck up again, because you will always give more chances.

Has not even been a full week.

My phone will be disconnected on March 6th 2003, since I can not afford to pay the $100 they are asking for. Since again, a certain someone took all the money we had, and to my knowledge/guessing, drove again to Ohio for who knows what reason…

I am so torn between utter and deep sadness and being fucking pissed off. Oh, do not forget to throw in very worried about what to do next.

How in the world can I parent my son the way I envision, the way I feel is best, and still provide what we need?