I have survived a week. I hurt so deeply still. I am still worried what to do. Scared of what to do. I need… something.
Daniel has been a banana fiend the past two days. Crazy baby. Most people have gotten the huge video of him from a few days ago, if you were not one of those people and would like it, please let me know. It is like 13mb in size heh.
I have so many things I want to write, but it’s hard to get it out of my head.
I just need to depend on someone, to trust someone, but it seems like everyone I know has hurt me one time or another.
Sometimes, life just really sucks.
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As harsh as it may sound, right now you must depend on yourself. You will never let yourself down…find your strength from that if nothing else.
You’re a great girl Sara…and I know that we don’t see eye to eye on a few things, but know this…this is not permanent..this pain is not permanent, this situation will change…I can’t say in which direction it will take, only you can decide that, but you have your online/offline friends to help you along your path.
Sarah you are so strong. You have made it through such a difficult time. I hope each day gets easier for you and Daniel. *hugs* I am here for you if you need me.
Keep on going, you’re doing so well. They say time heals, and believe me it does.