Worn Out - One Starry Night

August 4th 2004

I am just worn out. Tired of dealing with people online. Tired of realizing I can’t provide for my son. Tired of everything.

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dani

posted on August 5th 2004 at 12:40PM CDT

You shouldn’t think like that! You must always try to access the positive in every situation and evolve mentally to meet the challenges.

You must also believe that something positive will come soon, because nothing is static, not even sadness and hardship.

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