It is looking like I will be a single mother. Matt has been doing a lot of nonsense for the past two months, (it is not cheating, drinking, drugs, etc) and I refuse to let myself put up with it any longer. I do not want that around my son.
I am scared. I am terrified even. I am feeling very lost. I really need support right now.
This is going to be a long and very difficult road. I just hope I can work within my parenting ideals and still be a good mother to my son.
Man, this just… life can suck sometimes.