It is looking like I will be a single mother. Matt has been doing a lot of nonsense for the past two months, (it is not cheating, drinking, drugs, etc) and I refuse to let myself put up with it any longer. I do not want that around my son.

I am scared. I am terrified even. I am feeling very lost. I really need support right now.

This is going to be a long and very difficult road. I just hope I can work within my parenting ideals and still be a good mother to my son.

Man, this just… life can suck sometimes.

posted on February 24th 2003 at 4:24PM CDT

Be strong, Sarah.  Whatever the outcome you will have learned much and you will come out all the better in the end!  Hugs…

posted on February 24th 2003 at 5:08PM CDT

hey sarah,
i know that you dont know me or anything but sometimes it helps to talk about things to a stranger and if it helps I know where you are coming from. my parents are currently going through marital problems and might get divorced. so if you ever need anyone to talk to. it looks like you have a lot of support

posted on February 25th 2003 at 12:02AM CDT

I know it’s not much, but if you need to actually talk to me, the offer stands. I’ll call you back, any time of the day or night.

posted on February 25th 2003 at 7:09AM CDT

Sarah!!! Oh I am so sorry to hear about what has been going on!! I have been out of it, I injured myself last week, so I haven’t been on the computer too much lately, I had no idea what has been going on with you:O( If you need to talk about it all just email me………{{{Sarah}}}

posted on February 25th 2003 at 7:11AM CDT

:( I’m so sorry Sarah! I hope things work out for the best in the end. If you need to talk you know where to find me.

posted on February 25th 2003 at 10:18PM CDT

Sarah! Here is my virtual shoulder to cry on and my virtual hand to hold. I hope you make it out of this mess ok—don’t worry, it’ll all end soon!