Broke

I have $8 to last me the rest of the week. I charged so much on my CC… I haven’t gotten a bill but I keep paying online so I don’t end up with a huge bill… anyway most of that stuff was for my sister… true I had her car for five days but I had bought her ton of groceries, total was around $200… bulk foods so it should last but still.

This week my paycheck will be $80 less since we do not get paid holidays and did not work monday obviously. I don’t even get paid for another few days. I only have $5 in savings. I want to cry this sucks so much. Since I’ve started working here I haven’t had my bank account so low… true I could have held off on paying my credit card but I have been thrown into panic on making sure it’s paid off after hearing so many horror stories. Of course once the payment goes through if I need anything I can just use the card. Just ugh.

Plus I’m sick so all I want to do is sleep and hurl. I have no more clean clothes but again being sick I really do not have the energy to do laundry.

I am just… trying really hard to not cry right now, besides the fact it will make my congestion worse heh… but yeah I am so stressed and sick and just… worn out from everything.