Well I am not as cracked out as I was yesterday. More reflective today actually. Yay for mood changes!
I am just… lonely. Really lonely. I can be surrounded by a ton of people and feel so utterly alone. I can’t figure out how to change this. I miss talking on the phone (I mean to people aside from just Mary lol) and I guess… connecting with people?
Why is it that all of the people you want to be friends with, hang out with, all of that… all live outside of Illinois?
I just want to feel close to someone.
See what happens when I don’t get that extra 20 oz of coffee? Heh.