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For You I Will

April 13th 2006 1 minute to read

Well I am not as cracked out as I was yesterday. More reflective today actually. Yay for mood changes!

I am just… lonely. Really lonely. I can be surrounded by a ton of people and feel so utterly alone. I can’t figure out how to change this. I miss talking on the phone (I mean to people aside from just Mary lol) and I guess… connecting with people?

Why is it that all of the people you want to be friends with, hang out with, all of that… all live outside of Illinois?

I just want to feel close to someone.

See what happens when I don’t get that extra 20 oz of coffee? Heh.

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I only got four hours of broken-up sleep last night. I’ve never been good at napping. I’m just left in this exhausted awake state of being.


Happy/Blessed Beltane, everyone!

Playing Catch-Up

I am pretty sure the last two weeks are catching up because I am beyond exhausted today. Trying to get caught up with the online world.

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I redesigned OSN. It looks best at higher screen resolutions. That’s where you get all of the fancy effects. It’s fine on mobile but absolutely shines on a computer. Hopefully, everything works across the board. I tried to make the homepage an actual one, harkening back to the olden days of blogging.


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i totally can relate to what you feel right now. and all you got to do, is take that wall that you put up, down. trust me, you will feel alot better.

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