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Well I am not as cracked out as I was yesterday. More reflective today actually. Yay for mood changes!

I am just… lonely. Really lonely. I can be surrounded by a ton of people and feel so utterly alone. I can’t figure out how to change this. I miss talking on the phone (I mean to people aside from just Mary lol) and I guess… connecting with people?

Why is it that all of the people you want to be friends with, hang out with, all of that… all live outside of Illinois?

I just want to feel close to someone.

See what happens when I don’t get that extra 20 oz of coffee? Heh.

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posted on April 14th 2006 at 9:46AM CDT

i totally can relate to what you feel right now. and all you got to do, is take that wall that you put up, down. trust me, you will feel alot better.