Why is it when I finally go numb, everything floods back? Why do I have to remember and acknowledge reality? Why can’t ANYONE be near me? Why does my family have to tell me mere hours after, hey you will be alone pretty much all day, with no distractions. And everywhere you look reminds you of him. Everything.
I need… something. Anything. Please make this pain go away I don’t care how, just do it.
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