If I Fall

March 16th 2006 / 2 minutes to read

Yesterday the wee one and I pranced around the apartment complex so he could ride his bike, then we went to the park, and then “chased” the sunset which sadly I didn’t get any photos of.

I am utterly exhausted today. So much stress and not enough focus.

It got cold again, even have had some snow flurries on and off so far today.

Ugh I am really cold.

“Here I go again on my own, going down the only road I’ve ever known, like a drifter I was born to walk alone…”

Still cold even with Whitesnake crooning to me.  Oh wait now it’s Lee Ryan telling me I’m his past, his future, his all, and his everything. Snaps.

I think part of my depression is due to the weather and partly due to the fact that I don’t have really… any adult contact outside of work. I don’t have any friends to hang out with or get coffee with or to drag around for photos.

I finally removed Pagan due to lack of interest on my part, and lack of interest on visitors. I gave up on it.

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I’m babbly. I need a hug. Seriously.

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I hope you get out of your depression :(.  It’s cold here too.

Reply to Alyssa

Sorry about yoor depression, hun. =( I hope things get better. I fyou feel like you need more adult time, you should maybe set aside some time to socialize and what not. I hope all works out for you. =)

Reply to Alyssa

HUGS!!!!!! sorry its not real but i try :)

Reply to M

Oh Sarah… I wish there was something I could do to make things better for you. *hug* If it weren’t for Daniel, I’m not sure how well off you would be right now…

Anyway. If it makes you feel any better, aside from work and family, I don’t have any “outside world” contact either. There are a few people I keep in touch with via phone and sometimes getting together, but it’s rare. Bleh.

Reply to Jenn

Cold sucks!!! {{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}

Reply to lisa

Ahh, depression sucks. But it’ll get better, spring is on the way!

As for Pagan, I was defenitely interested and checked it on a regular basis to see if it was back up. It was very informative, and helped me a good deal. Can you name some other sites that has information similiar to Pagan?

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