I am awake when I shouldn’t be, I mini napped when I came home from seeing Man on Fire with my sister, very good movie by the way.
I’ve been so depressed lately and sitting here, listening to Matt snore lol, and the wee chublet sleep… I have to ask myself why. Why am I all depressed? I can’t find any specific reason. Is it just me? I can’t find any logical reason for my depression right now.
I’ve been working like mad crazy on PaganOSN. I’ve also put some more things up on Ebay.
My thoughts are all disjointed today.
Monday, my sister and I have a whole day planned out, car place for her brakes, post office to mail out books that I sold on Ebay, among other things, also a trip to one of our fav stores. Maybe more if time permits heh.
Oh, while seeing the previews before the movie, I saw one for Troy, all I could think… well first I thought damnnn, then I thought about Crys because of a layout she had a while back featuring the movie lol.
Right now I am listening to a bunch of “Nature Sounds” type of mp3s. Caw caw!
The sun is rising right now, why is my sleep so messed up? I feel like if I sleep at night, that I am wasting my time… why is this?
I still find it neat that my sister, her new boyfriend who happens to have a blog here lol… at least he doesn’t post about their kinky times like my sister does!! He is Wiccan, and he and I were both excited to talk about Pagany things, I am still jealous as he has a nifty store to go to but what-ev lol.
Geez is my mind all over the place right now! I was going to say “tonight” but it isn’t night now is it heh.
It drives Matt nuts sometimes, but I ask him “Am I smart?” even though I know the answer but because I want him to tell me I am smart. I want to feel intelligent sometimes. All of this ::sweeps arm around:: webdesign, coding, scripting, does understanding and doing it make me smart? I look at people who can take a piece of wood and whittle it away into something just… amazing… my uncle was able to do that. What defines “Smart” anyhow?
Well I supposed I shall go and attempt sleep.